Skipped my meds

It was around 5am this morning. After staying up all night doing homework, writing, looking on YouTube, laundry, I noticed I had a headache. So I decided to go take something for it. Walked into the kitchen, opened the medicine cabinet, and realized I never took my meds last night. Well that explained a lot. I’ve skipped taking my medicine a few times, but I found out the hard way that I shouldn’t do that with my new medication. I start to have manic symptoms. Hence the staying up all night doing multiple things at once. So at 5am I took my meds and within 20 minutes I was passed out. Of course I ended up being absolutely exhausted and had such a hard time getting up. I slept all morning. I couple hours ago I finally got up, got dressed, did my make up (didn’t need to do my hair, did that somewhere around 3am). I’m still very lethargic. I have no energy and would love to just sit all day watching TV. I almost took my daughters shopping. I have no idea what I was thinking, that was a stupid idea and I’m so glad I didn’t do it. So I think today is just not going to be productive. My house is a mess. Thankfully I’m all caught up with school work and can afford not to do anything today.

I don’t have much more to say. I haven’t been that inspired to do much blog writing lately. I have a list of things I want to talk about but I’m just not getting anywhere.

I have an acquaintance on YouTube, Sammi (I’ll link her channel below). She discusses many things including her history with a mental illness. Recently she shared some of her hospitalization records with her viewers. It really interested me and made me realize how much I would like to read mine from my first hospitalization. So I requested to get my records sent to me. I don’t know how long it will take but once I get them I will share them with you all.

Check out Sammi's channel! https://www.youtube.com/user/rawsammi