This moment. Right now, at this moment, I feel like. I don’t
know. I don’t feel good. Kind of like I’m sinking. All I want to do is cry.
Deep down I know this is not right, but it feels like it’s the end of the
world. I can’t recover from what is going wrong right now.
I’m so stressed, in many aspects of my life. My mind is
mush. I can’t concentrate on my school work. I have a paper due tonight that I
just can’t do. I have an exam in two days and can’t study. My eyes are reading
the words but my mind is not processing anything.
I don’t want to deal with anything right now. But I don’t
want to go to sleep because I will have to wake up and deal with everything
again tomorrow. Why can’t I just function like anyone else in these situations?
Why do I feel like I can’t handle anything?
I want everything to stop. Just stop. I want to yell at the
world to leave me alone and go sleep for a very long time.
You do the best you can and remember.. a lot of people go through this too. You are not alone.
ReplyDeletePerhaps you can get an appointment with your councellor/shrink/whatever.. nows the time to make use of the resources you have available to you.
Things will get better, no one can promise when but when the fog clears it will be so worth it. Please keep going, use every resource you have available. You are stronger than you realise
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