I feel like I can’t do much right now. Like I can’t handle
much. I feel slightly like I’m going to lose it.
I’ve decided to drop three of my five classes. Even focusing
on my remaining two classes I’m behind. I need to seriously catch up in the
next few days and I just don’t feel like I can do it. I keep sitting down to do
some work and I’m having such trouble focusing and retaining information. I
just feel like I’m not connecting with this semester. I don’t feel good about
it at all.
I wish I had a crystal ball. I want to know if this feeling
is going to last. I want to know if it’s something I can push through or if it’s
just going to hurt me. I want to go to bed. Instead I’m going to try to hold back
tears and get some work done.
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