I’m so uncomfortable with my body right now. I’m so out of
shape and it’s really showing. Yet I can’t bring myself to do anything about
it! I don’t have time (or energy) to exercise. And I’m an emotional eater so I’m
eating way more than I should. I just feel awful. I’m at my heaviest (other
than pregnancy), and 40 lbs more than I was 1 ½ years ago when I was actually
comfortable with my body. It’s embarrassing. I hate leaving the house now. I
hate trying to find something to wear in the morning.
I need to step up. If I am this uncomfortable I need to find
a way to fix it. Easier said than done. My gym membership expired a couple
months ago so I haven’t been going and I think that is a huge part of the
problem. I’m hoping to go renew it tomorrow. Maybe if I at least have the
option of going to the gym I will. I wish I could remember was I was doing 1 ½ years
ago. I think it was just down to exercise. I can’t remember really changing my
eating habits.
I’m so tired. I think I’m getting sick. I slept 12 hours
last night, and took 3 naps today. I really want to go to sleep now but I can’t.
I’m in such a bad mood. This is a pointless post.
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