Tuesday, December 31, 2013

This stuff can't wait!

The re-start of my medication resulted in a touch of hypomania, which I’ve been enjoying for the most part. It’s nice to be in a good mood and have a lot of energy. It’s nice to hear my husband comment on the positive change of mood (even though he seems a little suspicious).

So yeah, I’ve been enjoying it for the most part until today, where I hit a couple bumps. See, the good thing about this kind of mood is the energy and motivation to get things done. The bad side is that things HAVE TO GET DONE NOW!! Not tomorrow, not in a couple hours, but RIGHT NOW!

First issue I ran into was the fact that the bank closed early today and is closed tomorrow. I have things that I need to get done there. Things that I can’t stand waiting until Thursday to do. The second issue was my husband and I decided to put our daughters’ bunk beds together. However, we are missing some parts. Again this is something that can’t wait. The idea was put in my head to do this now and it’s driving me insane that we can’t. Third issue is I decided I have to go through the girls’ old clothes. Again, right now. However, deep down I know this is not a project I should start while the girls are awake. I also have to take the Christmas tree down today. Again, I should wait until the girls are in bed.


So here I am, trying to figure out what to do. I need to keep myself busy before I drive myself completely insane with thinking about everything I want to be doing but can’t. 

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