I’m not mentally stable. My mind does not function like
others. I’m not happy about this. I do not choose to be like this. I really
wish people close to me would stop telling me what they think is “wrong” or
what they disagree with when it comes to diagnoses. No one knows what goes on
in my head other than me. I try my best to share, especially with my family and
doctors because that’s the best thing to do, but I will never be able to fully
express what it is like. And that’s a lonely feeling.
I really don’t have much more to say. Well, that’s a lie.
There is a lot more I could say but I’m holding back because I don’t want to
start drama. I’m just upset. And I’ve cried enough today so I’m going to try
not to think about this anymore.
Believe it or not, you're not the only one with feelings and emotions that you can't express to anyone. I think you'll find a lot of people share this with you. So don't feel lonely about that.
ReplyDeleteOtherwise, try and keep your head up. You seem to know what you're doing. Being aware of an illness and acknowledging it is a big step to defeating it, I think.