I hate this

I woke up knowing today is going to be a bad day. Symptom wise I fell asleep not good. Symptom wise I slept horribly. And symptom wise I woke up feeling pretty awful.

I hate this. I absolutely hate this. I hate that it is happening. I hate that it is happening when it should not be. I hate this.

I have to go to work. Hopefully I will be distracted there. And I have therapy today. Good.